Th3 w0rld of fantasy

2010-05-03T02:34:00.001-07:00

just changed blogskin...

came upon this blogskin....find it quite cute...

eventhough quite plain...haha

u noe... life sux...when exams are coming...

seriously..

anw... i think my maths did improve a little...

but well.. still...nvm... haizz...u noe the feeling

when life get more n more boring and no 1 chat with u on msn

that's super sad =(

btw...down with a flu... hope i will get well soon ^^

and leave a tag at my tagboard..thx! ^^

20/3/10's outing

2010-03-20T23:22:00.000-07:00

well...ytd celebrated sofia bday!!!! and my bday hahaha

erm..can say have a bad experience with dion...morning

meet her at bus-stop at 10 it was raining...nvr bring umbrealla..

so...caught in the rain...then...

we take bus to sofia house there...cos we thot athirah they all cooking at her house...

but u noe wat happen?

took the bus...walk 1 big round...like lost while looking for sofia's house...we walk abt half an hour under the rain...then...found her house at last..call them ..and they say they not at sofia's house..

how blur are we?? =( now my hair is wet ,my shirt is wet.

so we plan to go to west coast park...

we sat down in mac then order something hot cos we are cold.. lols

then...we saw the YOG's mascots.. then dion took out her phone wan to take a snap of it...

but the macdonald staff came and took her phone...

macdonald staff: i help u all take photo...can take photo with the mascots 1''

Me and dion thinking: IDW TO TAKE PHOTO WITH THE MASCOTS!!!!!

but the staff keep forcing us...so in the end take a photo with them...every1 was looking at us..

as if we are aliens from outerspace (i have the photo bt idw to upload...too childish)

after we eat our breakfast...

athirah they all arrive .... like finally...hahaha..we are bored waiting for them...

then... we celebrate! LOLS

then soon every1 came

Junho Nijam erm...and alot lah...Rissa Sofia Yingqi, TOO MANY....lazy to write them down..

anw...the chocolate oreo cake was bake by athirah...it was her 1st time...

look not bad ^^

TASTE NOT BAD TOO! HAHAHA

due to the stupid rain...we can''t play right?

but we insisted on playing....so we were in the rain for dunno how long...

then... jingwen is busy take photos of us...and i didn't realise that...

then we play and joke around lor...hahaha

the sand in our shoe make our legs pain pain =(

nvm..so we wash legs...hahaha

me and ying qi walk walk walk then find the place to wash leg...hahaha

then....we saw a cute doggie wearing shoes.... so cutee...th owner let us touch him

so cute ...awww.... >~<

then after a while they go le...

forget to mention sofia's friend was also here... but idk her name.=P

THEN...AFTER WE EAT UNTIL VERY FULL LE...

sofia's parents want to treat us to movies at jurong point...

AT 1ST...wanted to watch ''being human''

but all the girls object to it

so ended up watching alice in wonderland...

sofia's parents are damn rich treat so many of us movies.. o.o

then...they even treat us the taxi fares to come to jurong point...

then ... we were late for 5 minutes.... cos we were playing earlier on.

then...they even ask us if we wan any food for the movies bt we all say nvm

then...we went in...quite alot of ppl..

ok alice in wonderland is not bad.... rate it 3/5

anw..after the movies, we went to the toilet...

then went to arcade they wanted to take neoprints... 11 ppl take neoprints?!

siao...of course i was not in the picture idw to squeeze in =P

then junho keep spoiling the photos..

he point middle finger..blahblahblah... Lols...

then we play play in the arcade until its quite late alrd...cos we havent finish hoidays hw so we

went home...before going home...yingqi they all buy bubbletea..

then when i reach interchange...

just nice the bus came...hehehe

dunnid to wait for bus..

then i board the bus and homed.....

have slight fever that night... =(

but now ok le ^^

me have healthy body!!! hahaha jealous right? ^^

ok lah.. dunno wat to write le...byee...

Loves all of u ,

and ya...forget to mention i was molested by rissa....lols..

hahaha

Byees...

2010-03-18T19:36:00.000-07:00

T-ara – I go crazy because of you Lyrics

*I go crazy because of you*

I’m looking looking looking at you, but I still miss you
Everyday you make me crazy, even my soul goes crazy
I’m hooked hooked hooked on you
My body is hooked on you, you drive me crazy

Feel your senses to my scent
You empower me; sexy shadow
My heart used to be fine
Now it’s all broken; you make me crazy

oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh!
Living foolishly foolishly foolishly foolishly
foolishly foolishly foolishly makes me crazy
oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh!
Living foolishly foolishly foolishly foolishly
foolishly foolishly; I’ll go crazy

da da da da da da da da da da
da da da da da sexy shadow
da da da da da da da da da da
da da da da da make me crazy

I’m spinning spinning spinning
I spin everyday; Even my soul spins
My eyes are dizzy dizzy dizzy dizzy
My head is stinging stinging stinging
My body is hooked on you; You make me crazy

Feel your senses to my scent
You empower me; sexy shadow
My heart used to be fine
Now it’s all broken; you make me crazy

Feel your senses to my scent
You empower me
My heart used to be fine
Now it’s all broken

hey come on – I’m getting hooked on you tonight
I’m going crazy, I’m spinning and spinning with you
Da ra ra ra, The two of us, tonight, take it
This moist sensation, make it, fall into my seduction
Your hands and your feet, do it
Throw in your whole body, like it

2010-03-16T19:49:00.000-07:00

SNSD released "Run Devil Run" ~!

The title of SNSD's Black Soshi track has been unveiled recently and the title of the song is named as "Run Devil Run"! Run devil is a really catchy song that you will love once you listen to it,the MV is set to be released today,so please stay tuned!

Run Devil Run is from Ke$ha but SNSD wrote this song in Korean

SNSD's - run devil run song on youtube. click here

and I have changed the songs in my playlist again...hahaha

2010-03-14T20:44:00.000-07:00

if there was, one chance you could be
anywhere closer to me
in a perfect world, that chance would come
but it's all just a dream

if i should, say whats on my mind
if i said it line by line
would you care to, try to understand
or would you just turn your head

*countless times that i have tried
to bring myself one step closer but everytime i'd find
that i'm hiding behind a face you'd never know
afriad to show, it's hurting me but i can't let it go

**like a fool i fell behind
deep into your shadows and watching you from afar
still i try to let my soul reach out to you
someday somehow i will let you know that i love you

if one day, i was able to
spread my wings and fly to you
if i reached out, would you take my hand
or am i asking for too much

repeat * & **

countless times that i have tried
to bring myself one step closer but everytime i'd find
that i'm hiding behind a face you'd never know
someday somehow i will let you know that i love you
i love you

HAPPY B'DAY

2010-03-14T00:08:00.000-08:00

Holidays is here...^^

but only got 1 week >.<

anw...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANIEL TAN~~!!!

(though ur bday is tmr)

smilee morreee,,, =)

dun sad ...

stay young and handsome...

Lols...hahaha

must rmbr my bday hor... :P

naughty son :X okok... hmm...new blogskin...everything new..

hahaha...anyhow find de blogskin cos erm..a bit lazy lah...

haizz...u all shld be glad i start posting again!!!!

* celebrates *

ok fine...a bit lame..

well...i have only completed some of my chinese homework..

going to continue doing it...but very sian....

any1 wan to jio me out? hahaha

but i rly very bored leh...

*hint*

ehh...yingqi,dion,charmaine,huiling or any1 take note..

hahahaha..

aiyoh....i have 3 projects leh...and tons & tons of hw T_T

History project
Home economic
Science project

Poor me...pity me god!!

my birthday coming is this tuesday...yay~~!! ^^

perhaps this year bday will be the most boring of all?

IDK -.-''

pls tag at my bloggie...thx!! i will love u 4ever.... *winks*

ya hor ...thursday i still nid to go back to school to the new media room

to complete that chinese interview project thingy....haizz...

I find my life getting more and more boring...and lonely..? =(

''ok...Lixian...stop acting emo!!!!"

'' ok lah ok lah..so fierce for wat?''

lol this stupid conversation...well...actually nw i have beeen talking to myself..

and i think i m mad...cos seriously...i m bored....

and i have no1 to talk to...ya...u understand?

''no....i dun understand..''

okok...u see...there it comes again...

i m damn freaking lame...

byee...i love all of u... ^^

With hugs & kisses,

Lixian<3

2010-02-06T20:36:00.000-08:00

well....it has been a long time since i post =P

anw...my phone is back from repair...but contacts all gone...

now only have a few contacts T.T

Ok...wat to talk abt...oh ya....our netball stands a high chance to get into 2nd round...

as we draw with rivervalley... good news right?

but still...training is very tired....

and i realise we have not been running our normal morning run...2.4km outside the school

and guess what? my timing for 2.4km confirm drop alot...

so tired....i have just pack my things...my cupboard....find alot of worksheet n trash...

hahaha..

i m thinking whether i should change blogskin....

but changing blogskin is so troublesome....

being the lazy me... err....wait a few more weeks bah....

I♥myteddybear ^^

2010-01-25T05:15:00.001-08:00

For your information....my phone is spoiled...so dun call me or msg me or expect me to call u or msg u....thx!!!

2010-01-09T20:02:00.000-08:00

WHAT EACH KISS MEANS
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.
-Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything.
-Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends.
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you.
-Kiss on the Neck; We belong together.
-Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you.
-Kiss on the Lips; I love you.
____________________________________________________
What the gesture means...
-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.
-Slap on the Butt; That's mine.
-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. ♥
-Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you.
-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.
-Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.
____________________________________________________
Advice;
Don't ask for a kiss, take one. ♥
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.

2010-01-09T19:19:00.000-08:00

12 types of females....(from facebk)

which type are u ? i also dunno...=P

1. Ms. Gold-Digger

Advantages
a. You have someone to manage your money.
b. She always looks good.
c. She makes your other boys jealous.
d. She makes you look good.
Disadvantages
a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left.
b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support.
c. Once your boy comes up she'll be on his arm the next day.

2. Ms. Freak (secret lover)

Advantages
a. She knows all the right positions.
b. She'll try everything more than once.
c. You're never unsatisfied.
d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do.
e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too.
Disadvantages
a. Eventually, because she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings.
b. She starts to act like she's your "main".
c. She messes with ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling that she's a freak.
d. Eventually her stuff gets old. And you need a replacement.

3. Ms. Independent

Advantages
a. You don't have to worry about buying her anything. She got it.
b. She's intelligent, sassy, confident and determined.
c. She's great for (business) conversation.
d. She keeps it real and has goals.
e. She knows how to please a man.
Disadvantages
a. She will continuously let you know, that she can handle it on her own.
b. She will eventually say forget you and get a dildo.
c. She will consider you another one her play toys, or goals.

4. Ms. Dyme

Advantages
a. She's top of the line.
b. She stays looking like a fantasy.
c. She has the body of a goddess with the face to match.
d. She considers herself a "model"
e. All the girls envy her, but she doesn't care.
Disadvantages
a. She's superficial. She cares only about her looks.
b. She honestly lacks confidence and will annoy you about the way she looks.
c. She's probably dumb as hell and if she's not her personality is dry.
d. You have to constantly keep your game up because every kat is gonna try to get her.

5. Ms. Tomboy

Advantages
a. She's cool and laid back.
b. She'll be willing to play rough with you.
c. Of course, she loves sports.
d. Her body is athletically divine.
e. She's easy to talk to and fun to be around.
f. She's a diamond in the rough.
Disadvantages
a. She'll remind you too much of your boy.
b. She might not want to change her appearance.
c. She might actually beat you in basketball, football and track.

6. Ms. Ghetto

Advantages
a. She's not afraid of any other female or male. She will fight to keep you.
b. She's down for you. She'll be there to bail you out of jail.
c. She's always stays fresh.
d. She can cook up a storm. She can make the best out of a bad situation.
e. She keeps it real and keeps you satisfied.
Disadvantages
a. She doesn't know how to act in public.
b. Your mom can't stand her.
c. You get into it with her every other second.
d. She's willing to fight another girl looking at you PERIOD!!!!.
e. Her weave colors are distracting and her vocabulary is minimal .

7. Ms. Good Girl

Advantages
a. She's always there for you.
b. She's intelligent, classy, kind, sweet and cool.
c. Your mother loves her.
d. You can see yourself falling in love with her.
e. You are her first everything.
f. She makes you feel like a man.
g. 8/10 you will be her first sex partner
Disadvantages
a. She's an A or B situation either: A. You're not gonna get any until ya'll are married or she will make you wait A LONG TIME or at least till he feel like you really like her and not just tryin to get some.. or.... B. She said she never done it she said she never tried she's sitting there telling a lie.

8. Ms. Main

Advantages
a. She is the one you respect.
b. She probably may know about the others but might not care.
c. She has all the qualities you want in a female.
d. You've been with her forever.
Disadvantages
a. She starts getting very suspicious and calls you every moment.
b. She will devise a plan to catch you in your act and then kick your ass.

9. Ms. Psycho

Advantages
a. She's fun and spontaneous.
b. She's down to earth.
c. She loves you unconditionally.
d. Everything about her is too good to be true. So everyone loves her.
e. She makes you feel loved.
Disadvantages
a. Don't you break up with her. She will stalk your ass.
b. She keeps pictures of you everywhere and knows everything about you.
c. She can manipulate the hell out of you.
d. She will consider herself wifey even if she may just be that chick on the side.
e. Messing with her can make your life a living hell.

10. Ms. I have a Man.

Advantages
a. She may have a man but she'll mess with you anyway.
b. She looks good.
c. You have an intense night of passion with her.
Disadvantages
a. She'll always come crying to you about the problems with her man.
b. She'll get you caught up and then leave you anyway for her man.
c. If you piss her off she'll get her man to come beat your ass.
d. She'll unofficially make you her man once she gets pissed off at her real man.

11. Ms. Tease

Advantages
a. She's tempting and a nice piece of eye candy.
b. She's intelligent, athletic, respectable and SEXXXXXXY.
c. She knows how to turn you on without touching you.
d. Everything she does is just so sensual.
e. She can bring you to that point and make you wait to get it.
f. Every time you see her you catch a mini orgasm.
g. Every kat wants her cause she's so mysterious and that makes you want to get her first.
Disadvantages
a. NO matter what you think or do you never get it.
b. She probably has a long distance boyfriend somewhere that you will never know about.
c. She gets you hard and leaves you like that. (Unbearable)

12. MRS. RIGHT

Advantages
a. She is not sexy, fine, or a dyme but she is BEAUTIFUL and therefore encompasses all of these descriptions.
b. She is intelligent, sassy, funny, outgoing, determined, strong and classy.
c. She can cook or at least order a meal that is just like your mother's.
d. Her personality is just as beautiful as her body.
e. She believes in God and follows his virtues.
f. She knows that a relationship requires a 200% quota yet she gives her man an extra 10%.
g. She can please her man in anyway. Mentally, Spiritually, and Sexually.
h. She makes you recognize your full potential as a man and completes you.
i. She's always there for, no matter what your dreams are.
j. She's not afraid to tell you the truth and set you straight.
k. You can talk to her and confide in her, she's your best friend.
l. You love being around her more than your boys.
m. You can share your most intimate moments with her without sex.
n. You can have a bad argument with her and then have the BEST Mind Numbing and passionate love making fest ever.
o. She's always willing to find a way to work out your problems and will often take most of your shit. But she's also intelligent enough to leave.
p. She's nothing like any other girls you've met. She's your woman. THE RIGHT ONE
Disadvantage: You've probably met her, or had her in your life but got too consumed with 1-11 that you let her go

2010-01-02T22:37:00.000-08:00

ok...erm...i shld be doing hw now...but...haizz...

i dun care le lah....haizz...at most do half liddat lor...

btw...ok...i dun wan to say much..it's just a lot of things are changing...

ok...i have nothing else to say le..

tmr sch reopen.....

gt good and bad points luh...but i dun wan to elaborate...

erm...ok....maybe i shld not tell anyone...ok...byee....

why now my post become so...err...borring? i also dunno...watever lah...

tuesday still have netball training...yay?

dun wan to have injuries...

that's the most impt thing...

and i suggest

ming siew shld wear contact lens during training

cos...the ball keep hitting her specs...

well...i think it is quite dangerous...ok....

i m very excited .....cos i m senior...lol

and nxt tym when carrying netball poles...can every1 be careful?

cos it's very heavy...

and i sprain my leg....bt no ppl see....roarrrrrrrr...

-.-''

ok...not rly sprain lah...just i didn't land properly when i land....

a bit ...erm...how to say...twisted my ankle....

but not swollen...and pain a while...jiu not not pain le....yay

me lucky !! =)

i haven't sprain my ankle in my whole life...

and of cos i dun wan to....hahaha

so pls be gentle to me during netball....lol

just kidding...i rly very bored...ok....byee....

ehh...how many times i say bye in this post harh?

ok...rly bye le lah...^^

hope sch reopen

no detentions...no punishment...no scoldings....no homework.....no stress...

yay^^

kay...byee....

2009-12-31T02:48:00.001-08:00

i m going to forget.....forget

forgetforgetforgetforgetforgetforgetforgetforgetforget

i cannot remember.......

and yes ming siew....i shld have listen......

i have learn a valuable lesson......

i dunnid guys to live...

i can live without guys....

i dunnid guys....nobody need who...

2009-12-30T21:44:00.000-08:00

Well, hahaha...long time no posts....gt miss me?^^

lol -_-"

ok...can i stop being lame....>.<

ytd...ming siew just reminded me there is IT project.. 0.o

right...erm...she say if nv do project ..

sch reopen have detention....

then....ying qi n me....n alfred...and amos (famous amos) in same group...

but we havent started on project...didn't even meet up...so yea...=P

GET READY for detention? idk...perhaps...

btw....homeworks.....still have homeworks...ok..i m good girl alright..

i gt do hw....hahaha

bt only do finish 1 journal entry....Ahem...*coughing*

stop laughing...i can hear.....

ehh...ok...why i feel like i m talking to myself?

nvm....

oh ya!!!! for netball~~ we have juniors~!!!!

super excited......we are finally seniors....bt that means we r getting older =(

forget it...a little excited as school is going to reopen....yay~~

i miss the toilet mirror.....i miss the class.....i miss my friends...i miss those hot guys...lol

our school no hot guys lah...i m just joking...

i m just bored....too bored.....nobody talk to me on msn =(

boredom is killing meeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wan to go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but nobody wan to go out...sian.....

and i haven't finish homework...

holidays are so fast.....it's coming to an end....

I feel like i have change?

did I?

as in physically n mentally change...

did i grow older ?

as in mature lah....i not auntie ok....

hahahaha

ok lah....feeling a bit moody now....

wanted to talk to somebosy bt nobody can talk to me....

nvm lah.....haizz....

there are a lot of choices in life...once u have choosen...

u cannot regret cos nothing is going to be the same.....

If time can rewind.....i will not regret.....i choosen this move....

think i will go crazy at home....bored until i wan die....

feel like unblocking ppl in msn...they will definitely talk to me....

when did i get so lonely....?

until such point that i can't stand it anymore...

realising awkward has always been there....nothing have change...

except for my choices....

pardon me for this quite long post lah....

cos i just trying to get some company from my blog

oh! btw HAPPY BDAY!!! AMANDA~~

SEE~~ I DIDN'T FORGET UR BDAY EVENTHOUGH MY MEMORIES SUX....

HAHAHA...THX ME HOR =D

2010 coming.....why m i so scared....i will confirm get so stress out i commit suicide...

lol.....idk lah....my maths!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

i wan distress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

of cos i won't go slit my wrist or take drugs lah..i not so stupid...see lor...

haizz....

face the reality LI XIAN!!!!!

u are just a girl who sux in maths.....and have haters who like to spam at ur blog..

wake up!!!! nothing is going to change for u!!!!!!! unless u change urself!!!!!!!!!!!!

think i suffering frm some kind of mental disease..why m i keep talking to myself...duh...

like i nv did it before....watever.... byee....and i hate ppl prank calling me......nvm...

dun wan to start this topic...it just get me so pissed off......

i m still bored....can some kind soul call me or chat with me on msn ? pls lah...

bored to death le......

2009-12-14T22:37:00.001-08:00

Perhaps....i am not good enough.......

or maybe...i m the worst.......?

THE END.

2009-12-13T17:00:00.000-08:00

LOVE will never disappear....

unless u give up on love.....

^_^

2009-12-05T17:59:00.001-08:00

Changed my playlist.....^^

currently addicted to SNSD(girl's generation)

and....Justin bieber >.<

1) Tell me your wish/genie - SNSD

2)Boys and girls - Pixie lott

3)Down to earth - Justin bieber

4)Common denominator - Justin bieber

5)Tears - SNSD

6)Favourite girl - Justin bieber

7) Finally said it (终于说出口-小宇)

8)Telephone - Lady gaga ft. Beyonce

9)Tik tok - Kesha

10)Akon - troublemaker

2009-12-02T01:25:00.000-08:00

i am beginning to hate holidays....so many hw...so bored.....

haven't start on homework....

haizz....erm....perhaps will be last min work again....

so tired....

must as well go to school.....

2009-12-01T01:31:00.000-08:00

Went to yusof ishak to play netball with them....

haizz....me being the ...haizz...dunno how to say....

1st....

we bang into each other.....

nothing happen....

bt her leg pushes mine....

and i sprain my leg....lucky is minor 1 =)

then another 1......

i was trying to defend the ball...

and our body contact again...

and the nxt moment....

i lose balance.....

and fall.......to prevent my leg frm further injuries....

i fall with my hand 1st....

i slide across.....

and my hand is scratched =(

but lucky not so serious....

tmr still have netball match with marsiling sec sch...

pardon me....idk how to spell the sch name =P

then.......thursday have netball training....

Friday have netballl match with jurong west sec......

TIRED........

2009-11-30T05:25:00.000-08:00

Sorry Amanda.....

chill ok....forgive us luh....pls....

I treat u something nxt tym okie ^^

with loves ,

Lixian

2009-11-27T19:46:00.000-08:00

miss u so much......

I miss ur everything......

Dear...

i want all the things u owe me hor...

must remember.......

I LOVE YOU....<3

2009-11-17T17:24:00.000-08:00

" Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him,

who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,

or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends,

who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...

The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... "

2009-11-12T23:37:00.000-08:00

If u dress nicely, he says u're a snob.
if u dress sexy, he says you're a *****.
if u argue with him, he says u're stubborn.
if u're quiet, he says u don't care.
if u call him, he says u're needy and clingy.
if he call you, he says u should be grateful.
if you don't love him, he'll try to win u over.
if you do love him, he'll leave you.
if you don't do it with him, he'll say u're a tease.
if you do, he says you're easy.
if you tell him ur problems, he'll says u're irritating.
if you don't tell, he say you don't trust him.
if you break a promise, u can't be trusted.
if he breaks a promise, he had to.
if you cheat, he'll expect it to be over.
if he does, he expects to be given another chance......

This is the worst guy u can imagine.......

2009-11-07T23:27:00.000-08:00

Bears are loved......
but i love my own teddy bear the most.......
the teddy bear who get naughty sometimes.....
cutee......<3

ILY...4EVER...

MY TEDDY BEAR......

2009-11-03T03:06:00.000-08:00

You know u're in love
When u can't fall asleep

COS

Reality is finally becoming
better than ur dreams........

2009-10-31T17:10:00.000-07:00

Well, just updated the songs :D

I DUN LIKE HOLIDAYS......
I nid to go back for netball 3 days a week....
math suppl.....re-test......chinese lessons.....
ahhhhhhhhhh.......

holidays are not fun......
miss him so much........
haizz......

2009-10-19T23:14:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY DEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

3 more days to 1 month anniversary....^^

gave him ''presents'' le....

HAHAHA.....

Shhh....cnnt say....secret...=P

*Owe* him alot of things..... =>

My best bf ever..... [:

Srry for not updating for so long....

Exams mah.....

well...that's just a lame excuse....

ok lah...main reason is cos no mood n dunno wat to post..

HEE... [:

watch 2 movies in 1 wk....

(Cloudy with a chance of meatball) & (Imagine that)

ok...tat's all.....

netball is resuming on Friday....

Sian.....

eventhough i miss netball...bt it just sounds like

the intenisive training n the morning run will be a killer...

well...as least for me....it is.

long time nv run alrd....wonder if my timing will drop...

well l8r i go run either if ming siew or myself....

At least netball can ''jian fei'' hahaha..... 0.0

okok ...dun say le....l8r he angry...

ya...i m not fat...bt...well....

promise him ...i will takecare of myself....

oh well , just hope that accidents won't happen...

to this clumsy girl....hahahahaha....

2009-09-18T05:16:00.000-07:00

haizz....must be thinking too much......
confused and complicated feelings now.......
love ah love........
seriously killing me........

ytd.....i was sitting with bing qian in class......
i was so dumb...
how can i cry over such matter.....
i noe i m lame....
but the thoughts of sitting with him really freak me out....
luckily...today teacher chng our seating arrangement.......
now i sit with prashat.....another guy.....but at least better than bing qian....

I hate rumours!!!!!!!!!!!
especially rumours that not true.......
so that guy pls dun anyhow spread rumours........
u might think it's fun but i rly hate it...
u all dun even noe 1/1 yet u anyhow spread...there is no couples in 1/1....
T.T
especially putting him and me together.......
ahem...
he alrd have some1 and
me and him is just gd frenz...actually not very gd fren.....
so....stop it....before i am pissed off......
i think only ming siew noe what i am writing abt....

2009-09-07T05:35:00.000-07:00

没有对与错
只有我们看待事情的角度
有些话
虽不是故意的
但你却不知
那已足够将一颗脆弱的心
给打碎。。。

erm...just a random post....bored.......

2009-09-04T22:47:00.000-07:00

today is saturday...sorry the date got problem
rebonded hair liao...quite nice when tie up..
put now a bit weird lah....i think...
wah..sit for 3 hr plus plus on a chair...cannot move...
now my shoulder is so stiff....
i want masssage...T.T
now my hair is super straight..and neat!!!!
i wonder if 1/1 will freak out when they see my hair....
i am having a cough.....
and i am a bit feverish.....
i dun wan to get sick..ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!

i dunno how to sleep tonite....
haizz....T.T
now a bit feverish....temp. is 37.8 ......

2009-09-03T04:01:00.000-07:00

WEIRD DAY.....

I was so....i hate myself...i was laughing throughout the drama..
haizz....i acted so badly..

today damn tired......

after school...went to take bus to je interchng...
on the bus....a old uncle talk to me.....i aso dunno why...
he keep staring on my shirt....or i dunno where he is ''staring''
maybe he's a sicko??
eek... yq ...ming siew...chloe aso saw it...
what a 怪 pei pei....
must be some crazy ppl..
then take 51 to queensway shopping mall...buy bday present for yq...
then....take bus..then frm clementi take mrt back to pioneer....
very crowded....i hate crowded trains.....serious..
while walking back home.....i didn't pay attention...
and i accidentally step onto some joss sticks....

*Sorry sorry*

I am so scared....

haizz....today is a weird day.....with weird old uncle....

2009-08-31T05:52:00.000-07:00

haizz...nothing much today....i hate u......
my new nickname by my primary school frenz....

死变态
lol..
anything lor....

i m pervert meh?
is u all think the sick way.....
haizz...

another boring day..
still have hw haven finish...tmr meeting for project ???
idk...haizz...

I am S.A.D
guess yq will noe what i mean....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-29T19:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jun Ho.....

wish u have a enjoyable day today....

^_^

wait for monday......kays.....

sorry for everything....

thank you for everything....

the date got problem sorry.....

2009-08-29T04:04:00.000-07:00

I love my hair today....lalala.....
^_^

wear baggy clothes.....wear a big starry necklace.....
first time find myself look so cool......
but i still like tight clothes?
cos baggy clothes look like u are fat that's why u wore it to hide ur fats?
the main reason that we come out today is only 1 reason...to buy things
and kill time?
meet dion at je interchng.......
reach jp...at 2.30pm liddat....then walk walk walk.........
try alot of super cutee.......clothes......haha....dion suggest de.....
take photos of super cutee...clothes that we wore......
then......saw estella.....jarryl......they all.....
at long john sliver?they are celebrating pei yu bday??
idk....
then......walkwalkwalk again.......saw commonwealthians.....

then 4pm ....meet daniel at mac.......
saw him.......psp again.......haizz.......bad habit of his....
too addicted to psp...
then went to buy something........
then.......walk until leg ''bleed''
saw charmaine and her gang.......so scary.......
pizza hut......

then......went to buy plaster cos our legs very pain.....T.T
wear the wrong shoes today again...or is it we walk too long?
idk...

then walk walk walk.......crapping.......

then we went to toilet .....come out .....saw Jun Ho......
a bit shocked....cos before that dion n me is like........blahblahblah.......

then walk walk for a while more.....then 6 plusplus le.....so we went home....
so that's the end.......

at the bus interchange ......
saw Ming Siew......

I LOVE COMING OUT WITH FRENZ!!!!!!
Fun!!!!

daniel....rmbr to bring on monday hor....
the things we buy.....^_^

btw...i am so not going to project tmr..
nobody is coming...
only BQ....
i dun wan to go......
T.T

2009-08-24T04:05:00.000-07:00

today ....erm....
mum force me to wear a baggy clothes ...
say it will look nice...
at first dun believe..
cos...u noe baggy clothes = looking fat???
but after wearing find it look fine?
since Dion had been saying she want me to wear baggy clothes...
maybe shld wear for her to see?
but i look a bit Ah Lian???

now it's the crapping part.....
today dion cry?
we asked her the reason...
she was like...idk.....
nvm...then after tat...think i influence by her...
plus.....hearing something i dun wan to hear...
make me more emo...the atmosphere today is bad...
char saw me cry today.......but....still ok lah...i can control my tears de....
whatever.....

another section:
they say it's like u blahblahblah her...then she blahblahblah u...
then it's like both of u are........
so....
idk wat to say?
shld i trust u or them?
and it was the feeling tat i really think it's true?
idk...
and can i say i m afraid to noe....the truth......
haizz.......( i must have gone crazy)

it's nearer and nearer to september.....
i m so happy!~!!!!

in terms of tat...i can only say i will try my best...for the best...but if
i really can't make it.....
maybe it's time to say gdbye.....

anw....have i chnge?
in a good way or a bad way?
aren't ppl suppose to chng when they are in love?
so....it's no doubt i have chnge.....
or is it i have not chng at all...
but the fact is....
u have not noe me well?
or seen my true colors?
or u can say i dun wan ppl to disturb my ''perfect life''
so....get out.......and i will be grateful to u.....

and i came across this phrase....
''Trust no man.....Fear no bitch.....''
meaningful isn't it?
well...at least i think so....
this is for u amanda.....
take my piece of advice.....
u shld not be emo over a trival matter....

well compared to me......
u are lucky.....

2mr still have netball training....
good point is can jian fei...
bad point is......very tired....will go home very late....
yeah...1 more gd point is can drink bubbletea with ming siew n yq......

in conclusion....

ppl who think too much......like me?
will suffer extra than others.....
acting sometimes makes 1 feel guilty.........
but is there other choice?

2009-08-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

2day is......going to daniel hse...with heng yi...yq
denise say he dun wan to come....
search for ci yu n everything...haven do into a ppt....
everything is fine....
but laughter is lacked....

thinking abt all the things that i shld not be.....
boredom is seriously killing me...
life sux....

everytime is liddat...when i.......
i can't control...
u noe...
it just ended up hurting me more...
i rather everything has not happen...
at least things dun turn out like tis..
i shld give her....
but i keep thinking...
so..what am i going to do?
save me!!!!!!!!

wth is i toking abt???
whatever...
i m just sick of tired of you..this stalker....
and ALL the boredom....
and me thinkng too much....

i feel tat i shld ....
then i m able to be......
but is tat possible..
first of all...i shld ask for .....
theni wont be so distracted...but look at her now...
how can i ask?
but if i dun ask....u will not be able to see me again....
goodbye forever...
but being like this...sometimes causes a lot of conflicts..
like i say it's ur choice not mine..
if u choose to be like this...
i have no problem...

the only thing i am trying to find out now...is...what r you thinking?
just hope i m a mind reader and be able to read ur mind...
u just make me......and......
making everything worst.....n out of control...
haizz....so it's the ending...rite?
but think of it more.....

i have no loss...
even after all the things i been happy n sad..
i feel u shld not quit..
it's just an excuse..if u wan to do tat..
if tat is ur hope n dreams......

hating someone is useless rite?
it just cause u to be more emotional..
so i think u shld not be hating..
i will aso do wat i said..
just promise to continue all the things...
u won't regret....

surprise of all the things i wrote?
alright...that's wat i have been thinking all the time...
i myself agree tat i thinks too much...which just causes me to be too stress out...
and result in.......but i just cannot control...
u won't be able to understand..
just to pour everything out of my heart..
this is the only thing i can do for you..

i am really very sick n tired...
i love u all ya?
bff!!!!!

2009-08-21T04:41:00.000-07:00

today is terrible?
erm...first of all....morning mdm soh
caught some of us for short skirts....then
i was wearing pe attire....cos really too hot le...
need to cool down so...i didn't get caught..
half way thru geo lesson...
was feeling terribly sad for some reasons....
cried in the toilet.....haizz....
char,hui ling,yq n dion come n comfort me....
feel better.....

suddenly vilau look for dion...
and dion scared vilau will scold her...
so she bring me along.....
in the end...vilau really nv scold?
miracles?

whole day slacking...until netball..
netball is tough training today...ya noe?
we ran around the school for 15 ROUNDS!!!!!!
u noe how i tired i am...in the end...found out tat i ran extra round...
dumb isn't it?

found out tat if didn't eat breakfast will get gastric so...must eat..
and according ming siew....
she say not eating breakfast will not help in dieting....
according frm her....
so maybe i won skip breakfast...scared got gastric....haha..

ya...thanks to tin hang for his watch...
ya hor...forget to mention....
2mr...saturday....daniel's grp for chinese project meet at lakeside mrt station at 2pm...
erm...if any changes...daniel or some1 pls inform me....

AND THIS TIME MUST BE SERIOUS!!!!NO YOUTUBING HOR.....
I scared cnnt complete the project.....

And erm...samuel.....i have BF le...so srry...cnnt be ur gans le.....later he will jealous....
we just be friends kays....no other thing further than that....

2009-08-20T05:05:00.000-07:00

sorry for rejecting euu.......
cos i really can't forget......
u will find someone better than me.....
even though u said u noe urself...
seriously....i m not worth for u ......
let's just remain frenz.....

quite shocked euu confess again....
but...i can't forget....
so....dun be emo...cheer up!!!!!
hope ur cough n flu will get well soon....
it's seriously.......
i feel bad when i reject euu...
i noe i hurt someone deeply...
but it's really impossible between us....
u won't be able to tolerate me
not loving u whole-heartedly...
sorry for causing ur heartbreaks again...
u might feel sad at first.....
but i hope u will forget n find another 1 ....
remain frends ya?

the feeling of being rejected is bad...i noe...
i feel quite guilty too....but u
promise me not to be emo and continue.......to be HAPPY!!!!!!

All the best for you!!!!!
remains as good friends!!!!!
will consider abt be ur gans......kays?
2mr then tell euu my answer....

2009-08-17T04:35:00.001-07:00

haiz......i think i shall elaborate more things abt today..
so ya...it's like....school was quite boring....then mdm soh keep
me back for like 20 min?
seriously.....i dun mind tat.....
i was being childish....drawing on the pictures tat dion drew for me..
thank ya !!!
will treasure it~~
ya......after school...we went to teban to eat.....
there's nothing to eat...everything sux?
charmaine n me cnnt decide on wat to eat....
then blahblahblah.....
we went to play swing...
then rissa n i ran back to school..
i need the toilet badly..
but when i m back in school....
du have the urge to go toilet liao....
weird?
haha...
in the end ...is rissa wanted the toilet more....
then i was freaked out during math suppl...
ya noe...
sitting at a place surrounded by boys can be something bad ...
they are like playing a fool? then in the morning.....
heng yi threw the pencil case across the class n hit my b****
i m damn suay...
in netball aso got hit....in class.....aso get hit huh?hope i can change place....
yea...went back home with char....huiling...amos....yi jie.......denis.......ye ling today..
on the way is like toking abt romance and sex with char n hui ling?
i must admit tat i am really really sick...
whatever..influence?
or m i born like this?
seriously...idk....
bought teenage magazine at interchnge...
huiling bought it too...cos it's her idol....
S.H.E haha....
she's totally crazy abt it.....
2mr must rmbr to bring storybk....mdm soh is very mad abt us...
but i put 1 book under the table alrd.. so dunnid to worry...just hope dion have bring?
or i bring extra?

feel quite emotional this few day...maybe cos.....idk...a lot of reasons.....
haizz...life just sux.......

2009-08-17T03:51:00.000-07:00

move on instead of sticking to something which u cannot get....
something u will not get an answer......

keep moving on...and u will find the greatness of

Forgive and forget.......

u will not regret.....

it's stupid to do dumb things when u noe it's dumb...

obsession is just another idiotic excuse......

2009-08-11T06:11:00.000-07:00

today drink bubbletea......with yq...ming siew...amanda....
abt 6 go home.......then take bus 79 frm je interchange....damn long sia......
went home.........bathe........come out alrd......9.00pm.......

then i on the comp...eat dinner........muscle ache is coming again.....
T.T
2mr still have morning run......
PE 1/2 have captain ball.....since their napfa is over.....
hope we same as them.......
must wake up damn early 2mr again.......
Haizz......

LIFE SUX!!!!!
i want to escape frm these!!!!!!!

Errr........
u hate me for no reason?
i didn't provoke u or do anything that harm u....
and in fact...i dunno u....why u hate me?
u are just being unfair to me......
even though u hate me...i won't hate u.....

i think only netballers understand what i m writing.......

why are there hatred in this world???
friendship are destroyed.........eventhough i dun even noe u ya...?
but hope the misunderstood would clear....
seriously.....i really dunno u ...i just noe ur name.......
but if u choose to continue...i dun mind.....idc........

do u noe u are making me emo?
lol
i doubt u will care? u might be more happy to see me emo..
but i rather want a friend than a enemy....let's resolve this misunderstood can?

whatever m i crapping abt.....
i think too much.........

2009-08-07T02:41:00.000-07:00

looking forward to the day i rebond my hair...
september is very long.....

2009-08-07T02:27:00.000-07:00

Why is everyone getting sick...but not me???
weird....

so damn bored.....
homework almost done...left science n chinese only.....
today do alot things.....
very tired....
regret dion nv come.....

waiting for ppl to chat with me....lol
today's sch national day's celebration is no fun....
do posters...n singing only.....

seriously walk alot today...but went home at abt 3.30 liddat..
something happen today....
my skirt flew at vivo....cos of water...

not so fun today...
maybe cos very few ppl...
and we nv gossip...hehe....

hope all those ppl who are sick ...get well soon!!~~
seriously alot of ppl sia....

2009-08-03T04:41:00.000-07:00

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun.

delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl...
if your a girl- post it as my kind of guy...

[LOL, tagged by my RISSA. ^_^

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
eh, no need !i m not those who goes for looks...

2. Smart?
too smart aso no good...

3. Preferred age?
anything lah...i dun care de...as long as he loves me...

4. Preferred height?
Must be TALLER!!!! than me...

5. How about sense of humor?
yea...preferred...then can make gf happy!!

6. How about piercings?
if he really like to have...no objections..

7. Accepts you for who you are?
anything lah..if he dun like...i will try to chnge until he like it...

8. Pink hair?
disgusting!!! even if i like pink but it's too....

9. Mushy or no?
Mushy!! and romantic!!

10. Thin or fat?
thin or average aso can...but not fat....

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
erm...white..i only accept chinese...skin preferably fair or a bit tanned...both can..

12. Long hair or short hair?
short. long hair look like girl sometimes...unless it really suits him..

13. Plastic or metal?
nope..i wan to feel the something with temperature....haha XD

14. Smells good?
prefer it if he smell good..

15. Smoker?
hope not...bad for his health...

16. Drinker?
still can tolerate....but just dun be violent to gf after he is drunk...

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
whatever..

18. Muscular?
but not too much...if dun have aso can....just hope he dun mind cos i have muscle on my legs..

19. Plays piano?
can. ^^

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
also can.

21. Plays violin?
can...

22. Sings very well?
dun have too high pitched voice can ler...lower voice sound very man..haha

23. Vain?
depends...until a certain level...

24. With glasses?
can but must suit his face....

25. With braces?
can also...but maybe it sucks when we kiss...

26. Shy type?
shy at the correct time...

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
dun be too nerdy can le...dunnid rebel de...

28. Active or passive?
active !

29. Tight or bomb?
meaning??i dun understand..

30. Singer or dancer
Singer :P

31. Stunner?
anything...

32. Hiphop?
erm...nvm de...

33. Earrings?
if he likes then i will accept...

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
huh??

35. Dimples?
better have...:]

36. Bookworm?
better dun...later more engross in books rather than me...

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
so romantic!!! ^^

38. Playful?
play with me can alrd...

39. Flirt?
nope...i will jealous...and scared he will be snatched away...:x

40. Poem writer?
erm...dunnid...

41. Serious?
at the right time.

42. Campus crush?
can...every1 have campus crush de..

43. Painter?
for what??? to paint my nude photo?!!

44. Religious?
not really care...

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
dun be too overboard...

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
better not..later dun care abt me...

47. Speaks 20 languages?
no nid.

48. Loyal or faithful?
definitely...

49. Good kisser?
whatever..this kind of things...erm...kiss a few more times...will become good de...^-^

50. Loves children??
yeah.i mean children is so cutee....

TAGGED:
Wei Qi
Chieng yi
Ying Qi
Athirah
Jolyn
Lee Hui
Aida
Hui Ling
Charmaine

these ppl will do.
others just do it if u want.
lol. JUST DO IT.

2009-08-02T06:00:00.000-07:00

damn bored......
erm..okay.....
mum promised me tat
in holidays....
she will bring me to reborn my hair.......

then 2mr is the day i m going to die......
homework not done.......
and the worst of all is....
there is assembly in the hall!!!!
why so fast?
then i must really beware alrd......
i alrd get caught a lot of times.....
and there is morning run 2mr also.....
meeting ming siew at pioneer mrt at 6.10 am....
(it means nid to wake up early 2mr...*sobs*)

maybe rushing homework tonight....depends........
but for my own sake.....better rush tonight......unless mum ask me to sleep early...

today online for whole day liao.....
sianz.....nothing to do.....
n i really really HATE VIRUS!!!!!!

2009-07-31T06:00:00.000-07:00

ALOT of things happen today.....

morning....
take bus 30...at the interchange there chit chat with yi jie....
then get on the bus.....
at first...everything is very good....
until....a stranger sit beside....
i seriously hate sitting with strangers....
so bored......

wondering if i shld take bus 30 at tat time again or not....
feel a bit extra.....
since..they all boys.....
still bored......they dun talk to me.....baddies....

then before recess.....just feel like sleeping....
nothing else...

after recess.....life get a little better...
until......
the crying part.....
how can they do this to me?
at least we're frenz rite?
eventhough not best frenz.....

i m not pregnant!!!!!
T.T

even if i m......
bq is definitely not the 1.....
lol

then no singing today....
everything is just plain bored.....
can't believe my life is getting more n more boring....

i hate him ......
actually finding him quite ok de.....but.....
now.... haizz.....
he n his big mouth.....

can't believe he can't even delivered a message properly....
just feel like dying.....

Monday gt assembly le.......
how?
is this really fate?

n just gt beaten by my mum....
dun ask me why...
i HATE my mum...
now there is marks.....on my legs......
can u believe she use something as hard as metal to hit me?
very pain . . . . . . T_T
hope by monday the stupid mark on my leg will dissapeared.....

God....can't u pity me?

ya....today ming siew lost her wallet which contain $134 plus....
the $$$$ for the netball shoes.....
her student card is lost as well....
can't find.....

just hope her parent won't scold her......(gd luck)

yeah....i didn't copy down abt the proposal of the theme park thingy....
maybe asking friends to do with me .outside?

whatever...today damn tired....
ming siew n yq n me......walk like 3 to 4 bus stop......cos idk...they wanted to.....
tired!!!!!

U leave without me.....how bad?

2009-07-29T03:31:00.000-07:00

today napfa is bad bad bad.....
my standing board jump get 150++cm...get C ..
situp get 36....get A
sit n reach get 45 cm...get A
shuttle run get 12.1min.... cos of some reason...get B
inclined pull up only 16....sian lah...get B aso...
erm...overall...I deproved...
my primary school result far more better than this ...
a bit dissapointed...

i think i have 1 grade C then cannot get gold le...T.T
nvm...sliver lor....
then 2.4km nxt wk...i think get A bahs.....
ijust want to beat chloe in her timing n spamknight...
if can beat more ppl the better lah..

better dun eat too much fast food le...
it's wasting $$$ n fattening...especially french fries...

yea...west coast park today not so fun...
i aso dunno why...
n i scratched my leg...
but now ok le...not pain le!!!~~
yay!! =P
now i can confirm tat everytime...
something will happen when u're with Dion...

wondering what will happen 2mr....
have bad feelings....

still daydream-ing.....
^_^ ... ...

2009-07-28T05:35:00.000-07:00

how???? i left my geography book under the table....T.T
nvm...i think 2mr coming to school early with Ming Siew
to revise.....must wake up earlier....haizz....

today netball training is tough!!!!
in fact every training is...
get scolded a lot of times today cos i miss alot of ball..
AND I must admit that the weather today is damn hot kays....
then standing under the sun...kenna get heatstroke lah..lol
lucky gt yq tissue n ming siew sunscreen...thx alot huh!!~~
wondering if we caan play indoors...(dream on)...

then on our way home....cos i walk too near the grass...
then nearly sprain...lucky not exerting too must force on to
my leg...if not i really will sprain my leg....we walk all
the way to the second bus top cos first bus stop too
many ppl...then....finally get onto a fully-air conditioned 143..
haha..shiok.....

then we reach JE interchange ...buy bubbletea....n it's already like
7.00pm then we go home..
cos we sit at the stairs to talk/comparing abt netball skills...
take to pioneer with Ming Siew...then walk home together until the
traffic lights....then goodbye...

i scared 2mr yq n me will muscle pain...especially legs....
lucky is 5 station which dun require alot of use frm legs...=P
so gd luck to the whole class...hope no 1 will fail...^_^

2009-07-25T09:08:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
alot of hw......
the maths paper alone are killing me....
must it really be handed in on monday?
yea hor...still have art n craft....T.T

why?????
I wan to sit with yq...char...huiling...or dion...
I dun wan to sit with alfred....
( no offence )
but....still like my new place cos...
sitting away frm the window tat teachers
can see me...so...still okay lah..
If I really cannot see...
then I move infront lor...hehe!!~~

And I heard frm Ming Siew tat Monday maybe will
have spot check....so...we must be ''model student''...
i most probably wait until chers come then i change everything into nerd..
XD... (no offence) =P

2009-07-25T07:14:00.000-07:00

Can't some1 pls save me?

2009-07-19T03:46:00.000-07:00

You repeated the same mistake again...
is there perfection in this world?

2009-07-15T02:22:00.000-07:00

It's pitiful to find u r cold but there is nobody there for u....

in a very complicated feelings right now.......
I just wan someone to care for me...n be there when I NEED him...
is it that difficult?

If this is the end.....meaning that future also impossible...
in short...if we r impossible.....even though I still like him....
I will give up...n look for someone who loves me.....
I want n need it....

seriously....m I MAD...idk wat i m thinking....
freak....i m confused...dun freak out...when u see this post......^^

2009-07-14T06:26:00.000-07:00

I want to forget..n I think I FORGOTTEN ....
I dunno...so wat do u expect?
U WANTED me to forget...so I merely do wat I was told to do....

yea!! I FINALLY HYPER !!! thank you!!!!!! to ****
I really love you!!! omg.....u make me came alive again...
thx u!!!!! I want to thank him alot!!!!!

AND I THINK I M A BIT SIAO NOW...HAHA!!!
ANOTHER LOVE.......

I dunno when....I start to have a lot of hidden meanings in my posts....=P

2009-07-11T03:28:00.000-07:00

taqqed by chieng yi to do tis quizz.....^^

1) Besides lips, where is your favorite spot to get kiss?
Erm....not sure....u guess?

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Another boring day..haizz...

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?
no bahs.....

5) Would you donate blood?
dunno ..

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex?
Yep....some1 frm primary sch..but now.....nope...

7) Do you want someone dead?
Yes!!!!!---[evil laughters]

8) What does the last message says?
I have my own privacy kays...

9) What are you thinking right now?
alot of things....friendship..love...studies....cca...$$$....family...
i m thinking alot ....i even thot if i m irritating or maybe u hate me?

10) What time you went to bed last night?
11.30pm liddat bahs....watch video....

11) Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing right now?
Not sure leh...ask my mum...all my clothes r bought by her...

12) Is someone in your mind?
of course there is ^_^

13) Who was the last person you texted?
Ming Siew :]

7 people tagged to do quiz.
1)Candy│2)Aida│3) Charmaine│4) Rissa│5) Lee Hui │ 6)Hui Ling │7) Wei Qi
Go to tis blog to copy th quiz :33http://silentshad0ws.blogspot.com/

- Who is 2 having relationship with?(Aida)
F4? she is mad abt it....

- Is 3 male or female?(Charmaine)
Female of cos...duh..

- If 7 & 6 get together, would it be a good thing?(HuiLing n Wei Qi)
but huiling is attached....weiqi cannot snatch her frm some1 -.-''

- What is 1 studying about?(Candy)
Art or English?

- When was the last time you chat with 5?(Lee Hui)
This morning....on msn ._.

- Is 4 single?(Rissa)
shld be yes bahs....or she is attached to lee hui?!!

- Say something about 2 ?(Aida)
Crazy fans of KOREA DRAMA!!!!!-Especially cute boys....

- What do you think of 3 & 6 being together?(Charmaine n HuiLing)
shld be great frenz bah....they often hangs out ^0^

- What do you think if 6 & 7 fight?(Huiling n Weiqi)
impossible....both r not violent....unless u provoke them....

- Do you like 3?(Charmaine)
YES !!!! ESPECIALLY in the toilet .....lol~~

Finally.....I completed this long quizz.....

2009-07-07T04:07:00.000-07:00

I just wanted more sleep......
that's the only thing that i demand..
why is it so hard..
but all I can do...
is to blame myself.....
haizz.....

eventhough I did feel a bit guilty for
wearing s**** skirt.....
but at most i think i will only adjust my skirt to
like cover knee-length liddat?
shld be bah....
dun wan to get caught again.....

seriously....
I think hor.....
the project is like every1 say I slack....
but if u stand on my side to think...
u will noe....
actually ......
yq is the camera man.....
then junho n daniel is the 1 acting....
n as u noe.....
I m not so daring to act.....so blame me on my timidity...
I dunno lah...i seriously want to do something..
but when I be the cameraman.....
is like everytime ''NG'' ''NG''.......
I aso dunno why...maybe cos i m cursed?
just feel like a bit left out.....
haizz.....I dunno what to do lah.....
no matter how hard I try...

I m very very sorry to my primary school frenz.....
it is not that I dun wan to go to the gatherings organized...
but i SERIOUSLY HAVE NO TIME...
as u noe...
my school!.....
have alot of project work to do.....
so maybe nxt time u all going out,
u all call me first ....
then I see if I m free or not...
okays?
really missing u all~~!!!

yea 1 more thing....
the 2.4km run...
I WILL DEFINITELY BE 1ST IN CLASS!!!!!!
i promise myself....
I will try not to lose to the boys!!!!!

GIRL ROCKS!!!!!!~~

REALLY MUST DO HW LIAO...byee......

2009-07-01T05:04:00.000-07:00

Today is Funny!!
the project.....
the video we made is ...erm..how to say...
i show my sister..
then she say ashley look like a girl if never observe carefully...
n the most terrible thing that my sister said to me is that
...at first...i thot the skinny guy is u leh....cos his hair very messy...like your one....
then i was like........
then she say very funny...n she say ashley really look like a girl..
if never look closely...
i was......i dunno what to say..
haiz....learning how to be a girl is fun???
if u wan to noe wat i m talking abt..
pls go to daniel's blog to see the video...

2009-06-27T22:08:00.000-07:00

Another quizz....taqqed by chieng yi this time...

1)The person who taqqed u?
Chieng Yi a.k.a. TCY

2)Ur relationship with her?
My primary school Good frenz...who always lend a helping...

3)My first impression of her?
Of cos is BOOK WORM lah...she always read de....

4)What is the most memorable time u have with her?
Erm.... not sure leh.....maybe that class outing?

5)The most memorable things she said to me?
I love U! haha...jkjk...we not lesbians....actually i aso forget le...haizz..old le...

6)She become ur lover, what shld she improve on?
Erm....that's impossible...told u we r not lesbian le...LOL

7)If she become ur enemy,what will u do?
She = my enemy? cannot imagine.....

8)The most desired thing I want to do with her?
How I noe....? Sex? haha..jkjk

9)Overall impression of her?
Shy,quiet,friendly.....^_^

10)The characteristic that u hate most abt urself?
Erm...my skin color....I m too tanned! N i hate it!so ugly!!!!!

11)The most ideal person u want to be with?
Someone who loves me as much as I love him.....care for me....

12)For people who care and love you, say something to them...
Erm...I will love u back if I can....Thx u!!!

13)Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you.

1.Rissa
2.Qiqi
3.Aida
4.Kira
5.Lee Hui
6.HuiLing
7.Charmaine
8.Chieng Yi
9.Candy
10.Melissa

14)Who is 6[Hui Ling] having a relationship with?
idk...probably some1 in cwss...

15)Is 9 (Candy) a male or a female?
female of cos....n she is very girlish!!! like me..hehe^_^

16)What is 2 (QiQi) studying for at the moment?
I not sure ...probably maths??

17)What color does 4 (Kira) like?
Erm...i guess is RED ?

18)Are 5 (Lee Hui) and 1 (Rissa) good friends?
they r more than gd frenz lor.... ;)

19)Does 2 (QiQi) like 7(Charmaine) ?
shld be bah...both 2 n 7 r very popular in our class...hehe...

20)How did you get to know 8 (Chieng Yi) ?
Same class in primary school...Lolz....

21)Does 3 (Aida) have any pets?
Erm...dun think so....????

22)Is 7 (Charmaine) the sexiest person in the world?
Erm...U have to ask the guys...haha..i dunno wat is the meaning of sexy..=P

23)Are you sexy?
Told u to ask other ppl liao!!!! How I noe...?So wat do u think?

24)What I'm doing now?
typing the answers of the quiz....(what kind of lame qns is this?)

~End~

I complete the quiz liao..Tcy...very long hor....^_^

Anw..when gt class outing?

I want!!!!

2009-06-25T04:04:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry that I'm not perfect

I guess I'll never be good enough

I'm sorry, you can't change me

I guess that it's over now

I try not to think about the pain

I feel like you don’t care anymore

How do you expect me to go on

I'm sorry but I can't be perfect

I know I'm not perfect

I never said I was

I'm actually imperfect

Nothing ever goes right

But thats okay

Because when Im with you

Everything feels perfect

Even though it may not be

Just a poem on imperfect...

Yea...1 more....

There's no point wishing you were someone else;
Wishing you were prettier,
wishing boys would like you.
At the end of the day,
you can't change who you are.
You're going to be the way you are for life,
you might as well get used to it....

N excuse me !!!!I M not emo!!!!!
In fact, I m HAPPY!!!!!

2009-06-23T10:31:00.000-07:00

haha...as u noe...the slacker -LiXian....
has not done her hw...
so now...is rushing her hw in process...
of cos online at the same time....hehe..=P
SO...just wish me that I complete my hw...^_^
I miss my friends!!!!!!
I want to go back to school!!!!
I want the toilet's mirror....(charmaine,dion n me...)
let's start our photo taking session again...
plus I admit I m a zi-lian kuang..
but is there any problem?
so U better shut up ur mouth...n stop complaining..
or else...
hehehe...
U nv noe what is going to haPPEN TO U..
no lah...jkjk..at most u aso join in the mirror thingy with us...
LOL....
But I just dun want to see the solar esclipe...
even though i think my hair is not messy liao..
NOW....IN SUPER HYPER MOOD!!!!
feel like going out!!
If any1 wan to go out,just give me a call...
haizz...then the hw?
aiyah...i already done half le..so dun worry...haha..
anw hor..
YTD....go out with amanda....forget to ask her when we going to
go n train our running?
Yea..n school reopen,monday rite?
then we still got the 2.4km morning run or not?
if any netballer see what I wrote,
pls anwser me in the tagboard..thx!^_^
anw...HOW MANY TIMES U WANT ME TO REPEAT?
I M NOT EMO NOW!!!
I m HYPER n EXCITED FOR THE NXT OUTING...
so if any1 going out...dun miss me out hor...

2009-06-22T00:58:00.000-07:00

Dun be sorry....I understand what u feel...
it is just tat I m a bit upset...idk why?
just keep thinking of the times we had....
n I thot this relationship has ended too fast...
I dun understand the exact reason why we break up?
because we r too young?
but I just wanted to noe.....u break up with me ...
so....it means u dun like me liao?
or u still like me but we too young?
but i think i get what u mean..
u already dun like me so we break up rite?
very confused n heart-broken now..

aiyah...no matter what....
we just be friends forever kays!!!!
i believe 1 day I will definitely
forget everything with u de....

2009-06-20T22:23:00.000-07:00

你总爱编织谎言

我负责配合表演

所有改变只为了进入你的世界

这情节重复了一百遍

才发现是你的心太野

你划定楚河汉界

我不能轻易犯规

所有时间都是先给了你优先权

不自觉爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是无解

绑着你不让你飞历史不断重演

我好累爱到妥协也无法

将故事再重写

你已下最后通牒

我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡

我不想再为你掉泪

我了解不会变不再徘徊

开始自己的明天

2009-06-19T23:38:00.000-07:00

My mood r getting more n more unpredictable....
U can ask Rissa ......
had a long chat with her...last night..
anw, today netball training
is making my wounds more pain...
scared infection leh....T.T.....
y do all this kind of things happening to me..
i feel like he dun love me liao.....
Y he never talk to me?
everytime i on9 he will talk to me de mar...
Y he seem like he dun like me?
i had been thinking ALOT...
nowaday.....Love can drive me mad..
just waiting for miracles....
haizz..i m stupid rite?
I aso dunno what m i talking abt..
very confused now!!!!!!!
just hope everything will solve...
2mr netball match will win...but need to work very very hard!!!
still confused of relationship....T.T

2009-06-18T14:46:00.000-07:00

Today quite tough cos...
Ah Lau saw us training...so he went in to disturb....
erm...so we will have to work extra harder....

but tday I fall down 1 time cos trying to catch the ball but
the ball is behimd me so difficult to catch....
but still manage to catch...but i lose balance n fall down....
erm...actually this fall = 2 falls cos I fall down still roll leh...can u imagine that?
then after that I forced myself to continue playing...at first actually ok de..but
again I fall due to losing balance.....haizz...
So today = fall 3 times ......suay lor.....some1 cursing me again..
then YQ also sprained her ankle....aiyah...we both suay lor...
then saturday still gt match.....
yea hor...2mr still gt training leh.....what shld i do?
My precious right hand is injured again...hope it will recover fast....

then after that got team talk.....
a session meant for us to complain abt our friends de.....haha...
=P......no offence.......
we talk abt a lot of stuff.....erm..some of us cannot take it so they cry....
but i nv cry cos no1 complain bout me...yay!!!
but I think every1 is the best in netball...just need some improvements...
so dun be sad...dun cry....make me also want to cry...haha..no lah..jkjk
but actually really want to cry but is cos of my hand pain!!!! but i wont cry de..
I very brave hor? but nearly cry lah.... actually I aso dun understand what m i
crapping abt...aiyah..nvm lah..those who understand,good for u lor..

today yq not grounded...actually she want to do project de but cos Jun Ho cannot come....
n we cannot contact daniel so...cancel again lor.....sad....we meet so many times yet we still have not complete the project...haha..cos I slacked? is it? IDK lah...today already very sad le...my precious hand injured liao...so try not to say anything bad to me..
cos i will emo de...no lah ..jkjk...

And I believe the injuries of Yq n ME IS SOME1 CURSED DE....HAHA ...is it?
so byees liao...nothing to say ler.....^_^

N hope my hand can recover fast...I want to win the SRC match......(netball de).....

2009-06-17T03:09:00.000-07:00

Erm...today went to Escape Theme Park...
Overall....It is quite Fun lah.....^_^
My 3 words to describe today....

1)Screaming
2)Scary
3)Sweating
today is 3S!!!!!

FIRST OF ALL,

''congratulate'' me 4 being MATURED already!!!
I m an adult liao...cos my bday has past ...so I m 13...
and being that...I NEED to pay nearly double of the children ticket..
so there goes my $17.70....... ._.but nvm lah...heck care lah..
ANW, today was quite fun..

Jun Ho ,Rissa,hui ling,rissa bro,n her bro frenz n me!!!! went to play
the roller coaster first...Erm..the ride was quite bumpy...n my back keep
hitting the seat....''OUCH!!!'' PAIN LOR...on addition to the old injuries...
Haizz....

then went to play the pirate ship..
at first....I thot it will be easy cos it is moving so slowly..
but when the ''ship'' move further n faster..I was like screaming like mad...
Erm...I felt a bit embarrased lah...cos the little boy sitting nxt to me is
so relax...n keep saying it is fun...but in my opinion...
after the ride ,i feel like vomiting...

Then the HAUNTED HOUSE.....
even though ming siew say it is not scary at all,
it is damn scary for me lah...erm...me n huiling is like grabbing hold to
each other so tight....n we scream ALOT....
erm....not going to tell u the details ..if u want to know ,just go n try it urself..
lazy to type lah...srry!!anw, my heartbeat was so irregular when those creatures moves...

yea...the ''flipper'' I was also very freaked out abt it.....feel so giddy n feel like vomiting..
dunno lah..but when we r on the top,I CAN ONLY SEE the sky...n I think I m scared of height...erm..a bit lah...

Actually everything is very fun except that I m screaming like hell
in almsot everything...u can ask Jun Ho,Rissa or Hui Ling for info...
I think they also can't stand me lor...haha...=P

Then after that went to causeway point to eat lunch...
n it is 4 .30 plus when we eat lunch..
can u imagine that .....

No

WATER N FOOD

until like 4.30 plus man....

But still ok lah.. cos last time pri sch..
I always skip lunch de....if not my lunch is only
ice cream....haha...u can ask tok xin yi....hehe....
JIAN FEI mah....very important!!!

back to today...then we went to the arcade....
played the table thingy.....basketball......n the time crisis thing...
spent like $17 or something in arcade? idk?
yea! n the a lot of ball then must hit the screen de....srry harh..
dunno what is the name.....
Rissa was kind of addicted..we r mad liddats....hit countless on the screen so hard that balls
r flying all on the floor..

srry miss out on somethng....b4 taking mrt rite?
rissa went to buy white chocolate frappe....super sweet de....
then on the mrt station drink...
1 mrt de staff saw us drinking the drinks, sort of angry n warn us!
then we quickly keep..haha....let me recall last time Jun Ho got caught for eating french fries...

haizz...on the mrt, then realise math suppl is monday n we nid to hand in hw....but as u noe..
me...the slacker had not start on anything except 4 a few qns.
Aiyah...gt to chiong liao lor..
I shld listen to honey advice to start my hw early...
haizz...nvm...lah..heck care ler...I now chiong more enthu...haha...

but my scheldule is packed liao....

2mr....need to go back school for self-training for stamina n netball....
then friday gt netball traing...
and saturday gt netball match.....

so...left only sunday....
HOMEWORK.......I WILL FINISH U DE!!!!!!!!!!
!#@%$^&*()-9!!!!!!!

so wish me good luck bahs!....
GAMBATEH to myself!!!

yea......n 2mr must train until really tired n
must break 10min record for 2.4 km!!!!!
2mr definitely can JIAN FEI de lor....haha...

YAY!!!! I can jian fei 2mr!!!.....
all the way!!!!!!

Just hope that 2night wont dream abt the haunted house....
erm.....just wish...cos everytime watch scary thing or wad will mostly have
nightares de....haizz...

very tired liao so byees........
wait 4 my nxt post bah!!!

^_^

2009-06-15T02:19:00.000-07:00

hehe...another quiz...^_^ :

Type down your reactions when someone says these phrases to you.

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
I m just being myself....I can't help!!

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU.
Sorry! I have Honey ler..=P

LEAVE HIM ALREADY! YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME.
U want to test my patience? I said I ONLY LOVE MY HONEY!!!!

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO!
I know. tyvm.=)

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO!
If u not scared of getting ur whole hw wrong.....I fail my math ..ya noe?

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
TYVM.....unless u r my honey,I will not be touched....

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
Stop asking stupid qns. U think I noe? Cos I m aso stupid....^^

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
Nope..... not a fan.(:

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
Like real!!! Unless this is frm my honey.....U dun expect anything frm me...haha..

I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU..
I didn't noe I have such great charm.......anw,dun u dare to fall on me....I will becum flat de!!*_*

I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU.
Then U dun smile lah...idiot....u think i m a clown or wad isit?

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST AREN'T "HER".
anything...u r also not my cup of tea....

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
Dream on!!! $1000000000000000 FIRST!

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
srry.....u r not my BF.....n u have BO!!!! get lost!!!

MAY I ESCORT YOU?
to where? to ur bed is it? shut up!!!

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM TILL NOW?
Of course!!! If not?

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I EVER WANTED.
like real.-.-

WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES?
Unless u r HIM!

"WHOS"__________________________
Who is in the house with you?
What r u talking bout? anw, it's my privacy!!!

WHO R U THINKING ABOUT NOW?
Him.....^_^

Taqqed.......
Rissa n any1 who want to do it!!!!

2009-06-14T01:40:00.000-07:00

Quiz taqqed by Rissa again!!! ^_^

Q1: What is your wallpaper on your computer?

Definitely not porn...=P

Q2: How many televisions you got at home?

3, but 1 spoiled...*sob*

Q3: Are you right handed or left-handed?

Right....erm..this qns is so lame...

Q4: Have you ever had anything removed from your body?

Ehh...my clothes bahs...(ur saliva is dripping!!!)

Q5: What is the last heavy item you lifted?

Netball pole...u try carry lor..

Q6: Have you ever been knocked out?

Nope...^_^

Q7: If it were possible, would you want to know the day you die?

Erm...NO...it will be scary...(trembling....)

Q8: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

Maybe....Alicia?(I m sick of being last in register no.)

Q9: What colour do you think looks best on you?

Most of my frenz said white...idk?

Q10: Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?

Of course not...I m not so suay...haha...

Q11: Would you allow one of your fingers to be cut off for $200 000?

No thx! I treasure myself...

Q12: Would you never blog again for $50 000?

Probably...blogging is troublesome sometimes...

Q13: Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?

NOoooo!!!!!!!!! it will take my life!!!

Q14: Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1 000 000?

No!!!!stupid qns....I dun want to guilty ....

Q15: What is in your left pocket?

I have no pocket on my FBT short now..

Q16: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?

Nv heard of it...DUH....

Q17: Do you have hardwood or carpet at home?

Why must I tell u?

Q18: Do you sit or stand in the shower?

Erm...U r sick!! WANT BATHE WITH ME N SEE?

Q19: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?

Countless....LOL..

Q20: Last person who texted you?

HIM!!!

Q21: Last person who called you?

HONEY!!!

Q22: Last person you hugged?

COMMON SENSE...of course it is also him lah...

Q23: Number?

U mean favourite no.?25 Bah...^_^

Q24: Season?

Winter, 冬.....romantic...

Q25: Colour?

PINK!!!!

Q26: Missing someone?

What do u think..my blog clearly state that I m in serious lovesick..

Q27: Mood?

Sad ._. (very bored..)

Q28: Listening to?

世界唯一的你 by 曹格

Q29: Watching?

Computer screen lah...If not how to do the quiz?(r u dumb?)

Q30: Worrying about?

Math retest...*hope will pass*

Q31: Wearing?

FBT shorts n black top....

Q32: First place you went this morning?

Jurong Point...

Q33: What can you wait not to do?

To kill the setter of this quiz...haha...jkjk

Q34: Do you smile often?

Erm...yes bah!^_^

Q35: Are you a friendly person?

Of course lah..if not how come I have so many frenz?

Taqqed any1 who want to do this quiz...

Warning:

This quiz is

sick , pervertic ,

Long , boring!

might cause heart attack....

*So BEWARE*

2009-06-11T04:44:00.000-07:00

Quizz taqqed by Rissa ^_^ :

Real name: Li Xian
Nickname: Ah Xian.....
Zodiac sign: Rat
Age: 13
Gender: female of course.
Elementary: Jurong west pri
Middle sch: Commonwealth sec
College: Erm....too early bah..(i m still young..hehe)
Hair color: Black definitely....i m not pai kia...=P
Long or short: Longest hair in the class bah....stop asking stupid qns....
Loud or Quiet: depend bah...loud if i m angry...quiet if i m shy...
Sweat or jeans: Ehh....Miniskirts !!! will be better if u ask me!
Phone or camara: phone . more functions...n will not get lost so easily..
Health Freak: wat is that...i dun understand..maybe i too blur...
Drink or smoke: bad 4 health!!!! if u want cancer...if u ask me..
Do u have a crush on other?: I m already in a sweet relationship...
Eat or drink: drink.....cos not so much calories....
Piercing: I m not in the pai kia category! N y do I nid to pierce so much holes on myself?

First.....

Piercings: 0
Best Friends: Charmaine,Hui Ling,Dion,Ying Qi,Ming siew,Rissa,QiQi,(Srry if i miss out ur name)
Awards: countless lah! ._. all sport de.....n 1 art competition de...yea...n 1 chinese de...
Crush: Told u I have Boyfriend liao...still ask...if gt crush is also him....okay....
Pet: Sorry...mum allergic to furs...
Big vacation: Trip to China bahs..
Big birthday: 16/3/1996.....must give presents hor...

Currently.....

Eating: nope...dun u noe i m on diet?
Drinking: u think?
I'm about to: type lah...if not how to anw the quizz....u very blur hor...^^
Listening to: 下一个天亮 by 郭静...very nice song!!!
Plan for Today: Do sci n chinese project...but nothing is done...haizz....
Waiting for: the nxt day......able to see him..yay!!
Future kids: Erm....1 boy, 1 girl ? * coughs* i m not even married....
Married: who is going to marry the ugly me? *sobs*
Career: I thot i told u i m only 13?

What do u like more in a guy?

Eyes or lips?: eyes bah.....idk...
Shorter or taller?: taller of course....i like to be protected...hahas....
Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic ......^_^ (like my current bf)
Nice stomach or nice arms: anything lah....as long I love him ...i love everything of him...
Sensitive or loud: idk.... but i dun like violent guys...
Hook-ups or relationship: I told u I m in super sweet relationship liao...

Have u ever......

Lost glasses or contacts: erm..yes....my glasses lost liao..
Ran away frm home: No leh...I not so daring.....^^
Have a gun/knife for self-defense: Erm nope....it is dangerous ...u noe...
Broken someone's heart: YES N I m very srry for that...
Been arrested: No also....R u cursing me or wad?I belive in cursing de..
Cried when someone died: Erm...when my grand parents died...

Do u believe in......

Yourself: ehh...if I say no? I dun have confidence in myself sometimes...
Miracles: erm...yup... sometimes....
Love at first sight: No .....u won't even noe that person attitude... u decided to date with him?
Heaven: IDK lah...SHLD BE YES BAH..
Santa Claus: of course no...but i hope there is
Tooth fairy: no leh....

Answer truthfully.......

Is there 1 person u wish to be right now?: YES!!!
Are u seriously happy in what u are in life: Erm...maybe?
Do u believe in god?: sometimes bahs....u had ask millions times liao...

Taqqed.....

Any1 who want to do the quiz.....

Finally......this quiz is damn long......do until honey angry le...haizz......=P

2009-06-06T23:31:00.000-07:00

I HATE OLD UNCLE !!!!!!

(READ MY POSTS!)

Another dull day....went out with sister.....to jurong point..
haizz......just shop shop lor.....then saw primary school frenz......wei quan..
we r like strangers liddat lor...not even a''Hi'' ......my pri sch..frenz all
forget me le.....(Sob*)

Then after eating lunch,.......window shopping....find it boring...
plus jurong point is damn squeezy.....cos of the stupid madagascar show...
or something like that....on the way home .......top up the card balance 4 my
student card.....find out that i go out too often...the card balance is used up so fast..

And 1 thing that make me very ANGRY!!!!! is that disgusting old uncle.........
I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
He walk past me,his hand rubbed against mine!!!!
And the next thing i noe.....

MY HAND IS FULL OF SWEAT!!!!!
Omg!!! I feel freaked out n disgusted by his action.......
I hate sweaty OLD UNCLE!!!! Arghhhh!!!1
The sweat is disgusting........i think i need to bath 100 times....
to wash away the sweat n my irritated feelings.....
even though i dun hate sweat........
I hate that OLD UNCLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND 1 more thing I REALISED ....
I m obssessed in love...lately.....
what can I do? LOVESICK is the worst thing u can get!!!

我........恋爱 le!!!!!!!!

looking forward to Monday!!!!!!!

Signing off,

The deeply in love,

Li Xian-^_^........

2009-06-05T20:55:00.000-07:00

The rest of my netball june holiday training :

8/6: 8am-12pm (MON)

9/6: 7.30am-9.30am (TUES)

12/6: 7.30am-11am (FRI)

16/6: 7.30am-10am (TUES)

19/6: 7.30am-10am (FRI)

20/6: SRC carnival Padang ,bus leave at 0640-1 way transport.(SAT)
[NETBALL match]

Reminder to myself:
remember to drink at least Milo in the morning.....
if not gastric pain will start......^_^

must set alarm clock.....dun wake up late.... ._.

2009-06-03T03:12:00.000-07:00

Haizz....even if this is the holidays...everyday is just boredom.

I m now watching taiwanese drama....kind of addicted to it

^_^.......but I m still bored........Arhhhh......I think holidays

is just an excuse 4 parents to ground us...forcing us to do homework..

PLUS.......banning us from using computers...haizz......life is miserable

if u ask me .......

And another bad new......class chalet is cancelled due to H1N1 flu......

so it means that this june holiday will be more boring.....

2mr :going to the (i dunno what).....hope everything will be fine..

n hopefully will not be boring....

Another Bad New:I have not started on homework....so wish me luck..

haha.....I will definitely complete it before math suppl....just hope the math suppl

can be postpone or what......haizz......all I CAN SAY IS THAT I am bored.......n lonely.....

anw.....This friday ...there is another netball session ...n we r suppose to reach school

by 7.30am......hope it will be fine....the netball traing on tuesday wa kind of tough...

n the weather is killing me....we r all sweating like hell......anw...after that training..

the whole team went to IMM to eat our lunch....then they suggest go garden plaza

to eat as mcdonald is full.....no space 4 us....then we eat lor.....blah...blah...blah....

then Tanya,Citrine n Da Hua went to play in the water with all those little kids..

haizz.....we r too old....haha...just joking..

they ask me to play in the water also but i dun have spared clothes...

n the training tee is white.....hello.......do u noe that after playing in the water..

their shirt look so transparent......too sexy liao.....can see everything...PLUS......

I dun want to raped on the way home...haha...just kidding....I look so ugly.....

That's all I m going to post....really nothing to post liao.....as I said ,

this holiday is really bored....so byees....will post more provided there is really anything

to post......

^_^

Signing off,

LiXiAn-♥........

Byees....

2009-05-30T18:12:00.000-07:00

just to keep my blog alive....haha.....

random pics....4 ur information.....

hope u like it...

Byees.....

^_^

2009-05-20T03:03:00.000-07:00

today....the chinese competition with sec2 also leh...scary...
but we beat sec 2 and the rest of sec 1 and came in FIRST!!!
haha.....the teacher got ask a lot of questions abt history...blah...blah..blah..
still let us listen to some old music......but quite nice lar and we had to say.
what is the title of the song...lalalalala.....i aso dunno ???
whatever lah...but we came in first....yay!!

then go home with lee hui,jing wen,qiqi.......then BQ take the same bus as us....watever..
on the way,lee hui n I was talking abt the skit...wad to wear..how to tie...blah...blah...blah..
then.....nothing special liao....

aniway...can i ask u something.....
Do I really look ugly in 2 pony tails?why a lot of boys keep laughing de???
haizz.....maybe i really look ugly.....sad lor...can tell me whether i look funny in the 2
pony tails?pls....pls.....pls...comments and tell me !!(cbox).

aniway hor,in my pri school days.....i also like to tie 2 pony tails!haha...now...grown up liao...
like very strange like that.
then the Hui Ling keep saying that my hair look like Hebe
in the''dou niu yao bu yao'' show...if i
reborn my hair....haha...really meh?

haha....2mr...really must tie 2 plaits arh?
ehh...i think maybe i tie 2 pony tail to school first....haizz...dun dare to take bus leh..
scared ppl on the bus laugh at me...will they?

aiyah....the skit hor......so troublesome...but quite fun lah....
and they aso say they r going to tie the hair messy messy de...excuted women mah...
actually i aso dunnid to make it messy liao...cos it is already messy in the first place...

why har?today i keep talking abt crap....haizz.....so scared of 2mr...
wad if every1 laugh at me...so pls comment leh....thx u!!!
and wad will solar eclispe response be 2mr?.....i m wondering...

2009-05-18T05:10:00.000-07:00

today....seriously very emo.....the second time i cry in CWSS!
at school....dunno why....tin hang go n scold me...
he said:''go away la..get lost....(more than 3 times)go n look for bq lah!!!''
and he kicked me a lot of times on my legs...so pain....gt bruise leh...
lucky not so visible!then since they talking abt the EE project n tin hang ask me to go away...
i get lost lor....then...sit in 1 corner........see everybody discussing abt EE project...
suddenly feel so lonely....all i do was sitting quietly on the chair,staring into the space...
then......as i think abt it more....my eyes started to redden and soon brimmed with tears..
i aso dunno why...i just feel left out...then after that every1 cum to console me...try to make me laugh....i really very touched...haha...then......blah....blah...blah....

after school,our EE group went to west coast park to flim a video....
i was kind of slacking...cos...i not involved in the video...so they ask me go do the poster
but as u noe....my arts sucks......so i did nothing but listening to songs.....so boring....
but i feel kind of guilty cos i really do nothing....

then soon...we take bus 30 home...we do nothing except talking abt some very personal thing
related to sex.....ehh.....erm.....dun expect me to tell u in details...in case u might nosebleed!!!haha....seriously......the happiest time of today is when i am taking bus 30 home...i aso dunno why......but it is the time that i am not feeling EMO....!!!AND I MUST SAY .....i m beginning to dislike Tin Hang....if he really continue like this....

2009-05-17T05:04:00.000-07:00

today was damn fun.....
dunno why...every outing with the boys
are always fun...i guess maybe cos they r funny?
i seriously had no idea!!today went out with ashley ,rissa n lee hui!!!

first of all....i take the bus to jurong point...
and i seriously hate that....cos it's squeezy!!haha...
then meet rissa ...then since there is time,rissa
say she want to go buy hairband(those slim 1)
then we walk to mini toons to see they gt sell or not..
then..dun have!!!
then we went to mini.bits!!
haha..this time...gt already...then we see see
but still decide dun want to buy...nxt time then buy.

then we strolled back to mac.
nobody there....so we wait for a while....finally they came...
then we go arcade...we take neoprints !!!
yay!!!but the ashley go and put mushroom on me!!!
luck can erase (lucky)if not the pic i dun want liao..
haha...jkjk.....then we went to play basketball
so fun.....ashley aso kind of addicted to it...haha
after that went to play the drum(look so kawaii)
first song....ashley and me play.....i failed....(sob*)
i had no music talent(maybe)aniway hands still very tired.

we keep all tickets...nv redeem cos nothing special to change..
so save it for nxt time then redeem...
then due to the serious thirst we had,we went to swensen...
even though ice-cream make me my thirsty..lucky gt water!!!

then we dunno do wad.......
then 4pm liao...lee hui nid to go home do the EE projects..
since her whole grp is slacking...haha lucky we have ye lin...
then we stand somewhere on a grass patch-near the road...
crapping and gossiping abt ...suddenly feel like old aunties lor...haha
jkjk...we so young!!!cannot compare to old aunties...

then after lee hui go home...ashley ,rissa n i went to NLB to continue gossip
but cannot find any space to sit...so go to 3rd level.....
dunno why,suddenly our topic become porn ...comic...haha
then still cannot find space to sit down ...so we went back to level2

when we just find a perfect spot to continue our gossip...
the librarian came and chase us out...what the....
wadever lah....thenwe walk walk...find a place outside nlb
to gossip....then we sort of exchange shoes...haha..
then ashley wear my high-heel......
then dunno why,we keep laughing....then he nearly fell down...
scared me....i even let out a scream...haha....i scare my shoe spoil...
cannot go home...plus later he fall down..sprained ankle how??

then rissa nid to go home liao....so we all go home lor....
so gd lor...ashley's house so near....
after that i nid to walk 10 min to the nearest bus-stop,
wearing that stupid high-heel.....every step make me so hurt...pain
finally reach bus-stop....wait...wait...wait...the bus came then i go home...
in the lift...only me mah... so i take off my shoe to check my painful leg..
OMG!!! it has blister...then i accidentally burst the blister on my left leg...

pain....pain....pain...i feel like crying out....(sob*)
i will not wear that pair of shoe again...
it must has been cursed by some witches* or......
aiyah....even though it's pain,i still very happy today..
so fun!!!I hope every day aso so fun....

Haizz....2mr still got morning run...nid to wake up so early...
poor me!!!

looking forward to the next outting .....haha...
yeah....and the neoprints too!!!

^_^

curse u!!!

stupid high-heel

make me

suffer!!!

2009-05-15T04:04:00.000-07:00

credits:Rissa
haha....rissa sent me de!!! the captain ball bronze medal...so happy...finally...
our efforts are paid off!!!! yeah!!!!

Yeah!!!!1/1 won the captain ball match...super happie!!

3rd place...haha....

But u noe hor...2day captain take prize mah,

then solar eclipse scolded me abt my hair...

she say too messy...like pai kia...

---WTF---is wad i wan to say...

is not as if hers is very neat lor....

she always pick on me de...

why......?i think she jealous ppl skinnier than her lor!

everytime like this..if not is my skirt...or...socks.....or...

CANNOT tie sideway...it looks like i want to style my hair...

as if she nv style her own hair...she permed her hair curly lor..

actually my hair is wavy de...so..very difficult to tie!

so i extremely hate ppl who play with my hair...

like last time liu yi dao..mess with my hair and dion hair..

i was so damn angry...she had short hair...no mater how others

mess with it aso will nt be messy de....long hair de ppl

jiu yao suffer le...u noe....and i actually wan cut my hair de..

but i like long and wavy hair...i mean quite stylish mah..

plus i scared cut le not nice...

but disadvantage are :

1.take a long time to wash

2.take a long time to tie

3.will often get scolded by teachers like solar eclipse

4.mum nag abt it every single day

5.make u even hotter...cos weather too hot

but seriously....too many thing things happened today...

xie bu wan.....

but i confirm 2 more things today..i hate MYSELF,BQ,

AND SOLAR ECLIPSE!!!

how am i going to do with this for the rest of my life....LOL...

I HATE MYSELF....I think i sucks....

i can't even shoot properly today...if not we will have a chance

to get into second place for captain ball......all my fault!!!

srry!!!!

And huiling hor......i dun nid matchmaking....as if no 1 want me like that..

still nid matchmake!!!

thx u!!!

Let us work together for captain ball

2009-05-13T05:31:00.000-07:00

Let's work together as a team for the captain ball match! LOL...
Okay...YEAH....we have a high chance to get in the top 3 !
Eventhough Ying Qi sprained her ankle a few day ago...
I fell during my netball run and my leg are still a bit pain
when i run too fast....today my leg aso got a blister....
so pain lor...but I just now changed into my new sport shoe..
Erm...not so pain liao...so...I think I can perform to my
normal standard ba....on Friday-Games day..
All this bad luck should have go away this friday...
better pray hard......
But what I am worrying abt is I can't shoot properly.
I long time never shoot liao...Netball training,
coach never let us shoot.....
so every time try luck de...ha...ha....
No matter what is the result be happy okay?!
enjoy the process...!!hope ying qi and me will
recover in time...!

~~All the best!!!~~

Byee....

-nid my beauty sleep-

^-^

Zzz.....Zzz.....

2009-05-11T06:34:00.000-07:00

Today.....Jun Ho A.K.A. Ashley,Rissa,and lastly....
of course me!went to celebrate Daniel Bday!
At first ashley,rissa and me meet at Jurong Point-outside Mcdonald.
at first i nv saw Amanda.Then,she suddenly come frm the back.
----SCARE ME----.
Then we went to ZINC to buy a sling bag for daniel as Bday present.
Each of us pay $20 leh....so EX...!Then we went to KFC for lunch........
After that we take MRT to chinese garden-daniel's mum 's salon.
Then off we go!we take the cake and taxied to Taman Jurong shopping centre.
We went there and walk in the mall while waiting for 3pm-the KTV to open.
while walking in the mall,I accidentally kicked something hard...
OUCH! my toes....finally ....after walking +walking+walking......
we settled down in a food court.Then we started talking craps.And
daniel went to order something to eat.
I dunno how,.......Jun Ho n Daniel suddenly talked abt
"what kind of boyfriend I ''fantasied''.''
Erm.....of course i m not going to tell u on details of wat
the conversation is abt*******.............ha....ha
we are crapping until the ktv finally open.
we definitely sing a lot of songs!
I am wondering if Ashley and Daniel get sore thoart
of something.But I hope not.........(it will be nasty)
daniel and ashley is very high...OMG.....
and they keep changing the keys of the songs,
making it so hilarious....Ha...ha.....
ashley's voice actually quite nice.(low,low de)
haha.....Rissa aso.....(her voice so nice....i aso want...)
Daniel?he is aso quite gd....like superstar singing.
ya hor...there is 1 song we even include Terrence in.(Solar eclispe)
Ehh....so funny!!!they really very funny leh!
actually most of the songs i aso dunno....i only heard b4.
Lucky gt lyrics lor....

And I definitely learnt my lessons......wear jacket...
so cold lor....I a bit shivering in the room....+the drinks
make me more cold.....
then we waited for the bus in one of the bus-stop.
very long leh...but lucky i reach home in time...
if not...I definitely get scolded de lor.

Today,with Jun Ho,Daniel,Rissa......is funnn!!!!!!!!!
and of course funny lar...plus 1 more things...
jun ho will ask u a lot of question directly.....so pai sei.....
anyway...i m looking forward to another fun day!!!

BTW...it's late

GTG...

good night!!!

have a sweet dream.....

^-^

2009-05-07T21:37:00.000-07:00

I think they jealous dion nicer than them...and just cos dion
wear dress they say she wear until very short.......want 2
act pai kia.....TODAY...then i found their blog...
then i go copy and paste the posts onto my blog...they actually
look so ugly lor....they sucks lor....

this is wat the 3 gangster gurl wrote in thier blog abt us:
(they even spelt dion wrongly)I seriously HATE them

After sch went home to change, then bused to JP.
find ***** and ********, then go library.
want study one but no mood so went back to JP.
at arcade got this sec 1 girl from commonwealth sec, express,
name call VION.she and her friend at there play the basketball.
she very laolan sia..she wear the dress so short and she so ugly can.
then i make idea say we go ask for her number,say our 'guy friend' want.
she believe sia, stupid.then she at there
BHB still think she really very chio.and she gimme fake number,
so we went back in to get her friend's number.when we go out,
then ******* go call her.she scold vion until very fierce and funny sia,
i keep laugh.then in the end ask the Vion whether want spar
but dont even know what is spar -.-and i ask her if she got stead
she also dunno wad is stead -.-sibei noob sial..she is a noober
who want to act pai.please, look in the mirror la hor.!
knn.CHEH.then at arcade there got these few guys
keep stare stare stare,then *****go ask for 1 of them
the number cos she owe *******a dare.then blah blah.
we at JP then ******* mum suddenly call, ask her go home.
blah blah blah blah..then we went to *******house.
then at there talking to the guys on phone,
at the arcade one.blah blah blah blah.
sort of quarreled and disiao them la, then in the end world peace.
muahahaha.***** is client, ******* is boss and i am manager.
mandi at first is toilet cleaner de lor then she kena promoted by me.
cheh, joking :Dafter awhile of crapping, me and ***** went home at 4+.
this few days i online also nothing to do sia.only blog,
blog hop then jiu offline, no life sia.house so sian,
i want more freedom and money.tmr should be going JP library
to really study bah.if not my MYE really no hope liao.how??
so shagged and hectic.
should i stop blogging till exams are over?
maybe i should.But the computer put at there,
how to not get tempted to on it sia?
Wtf, chicken mcnuggets.
Okok,Lastly, i’m a guai kia,
at least better than *****and *******.
Byebyeeeee(:

another day

2009-05-07T06:57:00.000-07:00

07/05/09:*

2day hor.......Dion,Charmaine,Hui Ling,Xiu Qi and
I went out.
We meet at the ''buzz''at the boon lay interchange.
when we reach there hor.....i was shocked!!!
do u noe wad i saw?
Dion is wearing a sort of pink or purple dress....
with chains hanging around her neck....
and a small jacket.I was shocked!
we were all surprised when we saw her
over-do outfit....(like janpanese gurl)
and after that we went to kfc for lunch.
when we go in hor,we saw charmaine pri-school
classmate-a guy
then charmaine say that guy was interested in me
then i was thinking:''aiyah...impossible lor...they just jk
de"
I just want to say 1 thing.....why god kept sending so many
bikini queen to me!!!!(u noe what i mean rite?)
anyway hor....after that we after that we went to
mcdonald.of course not for another lunch!
we just went to buy the new ''MILO Mcflurry''
Erm...IT Tastes okay lah....in my own opinion,
it is better than the cadbury de.but 4 me....
i still like the original flavor.
after that i rush home to bring my brother to
school.so troublesome....still nid to rush back home frm
Jurong Point.then rush back to jurong point again!
then we went to arcade to play.so fun!!!!!!!!!
but hor...there was 3 gangster girl come and look for trouble.
they was like....appearance like ah lian....
then they say thier friend--a guy is interested in dion.
then they want dion contact number.
then.........i too lazy to say....
they keep pestering us lor....
it pisses me off!!!!!!!!
then after a long time.......they were gone!
oh!!!!god saves us!U R THE BEST!
then we go take neoprints....
it is so nice lor.........
then we divided the photos....
then we went to near jurong east
there to bowling.
but hor.......u noe the ball (dun be dirty-minded)
is so heavy that nearly cannot carry.
PLUS we need to pay $8++(actually very cheap)
but we alredy spend most of our $$ at lunch and
arcade,so huiling,dion and me went to play swing...
first time wear skirt to play.but lucky inside got shorts!
^-^(lucky me.....)
after that,dion went home and huiling and me went to
7-eleven to buy things....
then we took MRT home.
what a tiring yet fun day!!!!!!(with alot of twists n turns)
anything lah....now very late le......so GT

---BYE---

^--^

zzz....zzz.....zz....

2009-05-02T00:36:00.000-07:00

*Stumble upon a quiz*by candy......(pri sch frenz)

*What is your favourite colour ?
answer: Pink...!!!(it's cute)^^!!!

*Are you Attached or Single ?
answer: single...(sobbing....)

*What is your CCA ?
answer: Netball!.....it rockx!

*What is your primary school ?
answer: Jurong West Primary School :)

*How many friends do you have ?
answer: countless! (definitly more than u)
Ha....Ha...

*Who did you last fought with ?
answer: Ehh.....my sister-the witch!
(erm..just joking.....)

*Who was your previous stead ?
answer: It's a secret!
(u guess)

*What was your problem in Primary School?
answer: Alot of gangsters.....Bullies....etc.

*Do you have a medical conditon ?
answer: no.....I m leading a healthy lifestyle!
haha.^^*

*What do you really want to do now ?
answer: Be with HIM*!
(I m in serious lovesick....)

*Where do you live ?
answer: Singapore :D (duh...)

*Who helped you in MT ?
answer: nobody...sianz...
(wad stupid question!)

*State 3 things you like about yourself .
answer: erm.....my slim*hand....eh...
Dunno...

*State 3 things you hate about yourself .
answer: can I not answer,
I'll hate myself even more.....

*Do you love yourself ?
answer: erm... sumtimes when ppl say i very chio*......

*How many Ex-Boyf do you have ?
answer: It's my own privacy....

*Do you like school ?
answer: u mean pri sch or sec sch?
(can i say i hate both...)

*Who do you miss now ?
answer: HIM of course!!!....
TOLD U I' m in serous lovesick liao...

*Your worst fear ?
answer: ERM....no Offence.....''BIKINI QUEEN'' I will have
nightmare if he nv go 4 plastic surgery....

i was molested

2009-04-27T03:35:00.000-07:00

Today definitely's not my day!
U noe wat happen?
I was hugged by someone named ''YAN XIANG''
frm my class.
wat exactly happen was that our class rite
a guy who i called ''BIKINI QUEEN''
asked ''yanxiang''who is called ''monkey''
by every1 to hug me! N U noe he ''really''
hug me.
I WAS talking to my frenz when all of a sudden,
he hugged me frm behind!I was definitely
--------FUSTRATED!!!---------
WAT have i do to provoke them
BUT aniway my grp of frenz went to
''beat'' him up!
considered ''revenged''!!
and worst still, it is not the first time!
but aniway,i cursed the mastermind of tis incident
to have the same things returned to him!
------:[ very angry rite nw!-------------
THE PRANK is getting frm BAD to WORST!
AND,I did not do anithing to BQ!
WHY must him do tis to me!
------OMG!--------
(My VIRGIN Hug!)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BELATED happy bday!

2009-04-18T05:46:00.000-07:00

SORRY hor!Tin Hang,I had totally forgotten ur bday
I discovered it when I visited the class blog just now.
--------------BTW,---------------------------
Wishing u a
~~~~~~~happy b'day~~~~~~~~
I AM RETURNING U ur bday song
see below:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to u,
U r born in the bin,
U r asking math homework,
U r SUPER NAGGY!!!!!!!!!
(sing to the tune of happy bday song)

I m just returning the song!
but have been edited.
pls!!!!!!
U SHOULD BE THANKFULto me since
i created such a ''nice'' song 4 u.
HA.....HA....HA..........HA.......................HA!
DUN BLAME ME,I M JUST returning ur ''kindness''

how? the belated bday song was cool rite!!!!!!!!!!!

aniway 2day is quite a bad day.
i felt kind of insulted.
u noe rite,
2day i went 2 the CCAB
(a place where sport competition r normally held)
I went there for netball,
not sure wad selection is that
but coach ask me,charity n siti to go
1 of the matches,
i was put to play with a girl who is even more taller
than TIN HANG or JIAN HUI.
eventhough i was not very short among all the different
representative frm the school among the west n north zone
I am abt the height of her shoulder only or maybe even shorter.
I CANNOT EVEN defend more than 5 ball frm her.
and I really felt very insulted standing beside her.
She is 1 of the player frm RV n her name is NICOLE
I was wondering if there r any guy taller than her
COS u noe, she is really really taller than TIN HANG
AND JIAN HUI.
anyway,i was not selected 4 the nxt round.
but nvm, since it was expected.
There r alot of PROs in SINGAPORE.
But at least i get a new experience!!!:)

A vid that i like alot:(vampire knight)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1vt9E62mZk&feature=related

it is actually a video abt a comic that i like very much.
not all people may like it
but i really,truly like it.

2009-04-11T18:52:00.000-07:00

On 9 april,Dion,Lee Hui,Rissa,Hui Ling,Charmaine,Ye Ling

n me went to the swing nearby our sch. to play.(I dun even noe ther

is a swing)dion actually swing 180 degree.

hui ling:bcos dion is very light so she can swing 180 degree.

wat i can say is that i had not play the swing 4 a long time n i was crazy whendion actually pushing me so high.eventhough they said is very low.

Then i suddenly lose concentration n i just feel like i was falling n i was so scare but luckily, they hold n balance the swing in time

that saves my NASTY fall.I luv my fren!Alway cuming to my RESCUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When we actually decide to go for a drink,i m not sure who,received a call from Ying Qi that the

captain ball match might start early,i was so shock!we hurried back to the school,hoping not to be late.FORTUNATELY,God save us,the game haven't start.i was so relieved.but ithink it is due to our dizziness after playing the swing that cause us to had a tie with 1/2 but aniway,my captainball team rockx!the reserves too!Even maybe u had not played the game,but the moral support u give us is equally impt.I might subb u in at any point of time so,hui ling, dun be too happy that u can drink softdrinks while the rest cannot.He........he.....he(evil laugh frm me).

aniway that is my last words for today!eventhough u might say i m naggy,but once again,

ALL THE BEST 4 the nxt match!

MY NEW FRENZ KIND OF WEIRD

2009-03-27T05:36:00.000-07:00

WAD IS GOING ON HAR?Everyone asking me 2 update blog!tis is
DRIVING ME NUTS!!!!
AS if i dunwan 2 update lor.i bet everyone knew the reason.aniway
- CHEERS-
2 ALL MY PRI SCHOOL FRENZ!
U ALL (ROCKS!)
MY SEC SCH FRENZ HOR, VERY STRANGE LEH.
THEY KEEP CALLING ME ALL KIND of nicknames that they can think of.
BUT aniway i still like my new frenz eventhough they r rude smtimes.
AI!YAH!
ANOTHER REASON I dun like 2 update is cos i really really dun know wad 2 talk about.
SO PLS FORGIVE 4 NOT UPDATING MY BLOGGIE SO OFTEN.
LUV U ALL 4EVER!
BUT IF U WAN 2 COMPLAIN THT MY BLOG IS DULL OR WAD,
DUN visit my blog larh!
it was not like i force u rite.aniway i keep blog is not 4 smbody 2
say anything rude or wad. SO
-SCAM-(4 THOSE WHO DUN LIKE TIS BLOG)
I WILL NOT listen 2 wadeva that smbody say.ok,
dun get the wrong ideas!i m scolding smone who is my pri sch frenz.
of course it is nt chieng yi lah.
BUT I M DAMMN SERIOUS ABT WAD I MENTION 2 TIS PARTICULAR GUY.